Illustratie Heidi Zoestbergen

Mega work block

I was stuck in the progress of my studies and I did not get myself into the action mode anymore.

I was avoiding studying by doing a lot of sports. I went (after an inner struggle) to the career coach of the university, because I realized that I had to be helped to break this blockade.

I was avoiding studying by doing a lot of sports. I went (after an inner struggle) to the career coach of the university, because I realized that I had to be helped to break this blockade.
I investigated two situations with my Insight Out. I made one sentence about a memory, in which I had successfully persevered, when something disappointed me. And a second sentence about how I feel now: “I’m in a black hole” .

The most important result for me was that I understood myself and got words to communicate how I can best study. I discovered that my obstinate decision to do everything myself and my allergy to unsolicited help (no longer wanting to be helped!) became too extreme. I had completely forgotten that I need the inspiration of others and that help of others does not mean that I no longer do it myself. I feel motivation again to get started. I hope I can turn off that inside voice that punishes me. I continue my way at my own pace: more networks and not considering help and inspiration of others a failure.