I didn’t know who to choose for – one girlfriend or the other. Actually with neither of them do I dare to be myself.
When I filled in my feelings, separate for both girlfriends, in my Insight Out, I received a surprising answer. With one I was afraid that if I would be completely myself, I would have to reject her. With the other woman I was afraid that she would leave me because I would not be interesting enough for her. It seems that I have to get started with my own theme first: my fear of losing someone, instead of solving the dilemma I started my self-investigation with.